I am tired

So I worked all weekend havent had a chance to write because it takes me until now to get caught back up on housework and sleep. I have been kinda bummed lately and I dont know if its because our lease is up and we need to decide wherther or not to move and everythign being in limbo is giving me anxiety or what but shit has been bothering me more than it usually does,, Monday I was sick and yesterday I had the awful pre-effects of the monthly visitor. Not to mention that the lst two days Kaden has turned into a holy terror. He spends most of his days kicking and screaming ont he floor throwing a fit because I wont let him play on the computer or get him his 9th sippy of milk for the day. What the hell am I supposed to do? Bust his ass or ignore it??? Last night I put Phoenix to bed around 10 and he woke up at 2 to eat. THis was fine and I am used to it so I made him a bottle and fed and changed him and afterward he usually goes right back to sleep but he cried off and on for the rest of the night until about 10 min ago when I got up and put him inj his swing and made coffee and took the baby gate down for Kaden. Now he is fast asleep and I am wide awake and its 5:56 AM!! HE was up at 5 yesterday too. I need more sleep and I dont want to wake up Thom becuase he is NOT an early riser and has to work today but I am completely exhauseted. My tummy is starting to hurt again too. I dont even know if this blog will make sense because I am fricken slap happy tired right now. Oh wel looks like its gonna be another day jam packed with caffeine and nicotine; this is my life.